I miss your famous smiles, And your carefree laugh, I miss your wacky outfits, And the shoes that never matched. I miss all the drawings, And the "Can I go with you's?" I missed the way you hugged me, And said "I love you too" I miss hearing about your day, And picking out tomorrows clothes, I miss everything about you, Lukie, More than anyone knows. I miss you running towards me, As I pulled into our yard, I miss "Theres my MOMMY!" The excitement was never far! I miss your crazy questions, And the stories that you'd tell, I really miss your fearlessness, Remember the day you fell?? I miss you going through EVERYTHING, Just to see what you could find, I miss you looking up at us, "Hey, can this be mine?" I miss all your inventions, Like the shovel with the light, I miss seeing your imagination soar, I even miss your fights! I really miss you, Lukie, But you're in a better place, Please don't forget us, Lukie, We'll see you again one day! You see now, i know about this little boy, this is just a chaptor in his short life story, for there are many more yuo see, but i keep them within me, cause that is all i have left. I raised this little boy on my own, no help from no one, I am sorry for the way this turned out for Herbert & Diane, you see, cause they were the only ones from that side of the family who REALLY loved this child, when i took him to meet them at the age of 2 they took us in with no questions asked, and i am truly sorry for that. to the rest of yall, he was 2 when he met you, hadn't seen yall in 3 years, and he was six, do the math 2+3=5. So, put me down , if it makes you feel better, i took him to yall, i shouldn't have to call everytime i thought yall might like to see him, as i was told from yall, you knew where i was, not my fault you never got to know this incredibly bright little boy,but if yall feel need to point blame to ease your own guilty conscience, then feel free.. May god be with all of you. remembering always. Lucas Ryan Hawkins, forever 6! Mom misses you "Captain Jack"